if i try hard enough i can convince myself you really love me if i try hard enough i can pretend you aren't lying to me. if i convince myself well enough, and you're a good enough actor its like love, isnt it? in a disgusting way. we can both pretend, that im worthy of love and that you love me. and its love in the end, if we both say it is. and its easier to pretend that the words you say are truth than admit maybe ive always been wrong.